Just kill me now

My heart's so sore
Can't take it anymore
Don't know how
Just kill me now
Rip my heart out
Cut my throat
Don't care how
just do it now
Do me a favor, my best friend
Make it fast, not slow and full of pain
Don't want to realise before my end
That I can never have your love again
Don't know how
Just kill me now
My heart's so sore
Can't take the pain anymore
But you are such a sweet hearted angel
You can do no such heinous deed
I'll kill myself now
Hope i was atleast one of your good memories